qería libertad; pero estoy restringida

i don't know if i can  yell any louder, how many time i've kicked you outta here? or said something insulting? I can be so mean when i wanna be, i am capable of really anything, i can cut you into peaces, but my heart is broken. Please, please don't leave me, i always say how i don't need you but it's aways gonna come right but to this, please, don't leave me. How did i become so obnoxious? what is it with you that makes me act like this? i've never been this nasty. Can't you tell that this is all just a contest? the one that wins will be the one that hit the hardest, but baby i don't mean it. I mean it, i promise. Please, please don't leave me, i always say hoy i don't need you but it's always gonna come right back to this, please, don't leave me. I forgot to said out loud how beautiful you really are to me, i cannot be without,  

you're my perfect 

little punching bag,

and i need you

i'msorry.